The Afterlife of Saya Song

The astrological charts of praying for a deceased porn star

This is an example of how a person’s natal chart lives on after they die.

Saya Song was a porn star. I only know her through my friend Pilleater. He would be on Twitter Spaces with her and talk with her about his ideas and work regarding all kinds of things. They had great conversations and supported each others’ work.

Here is her chart. She was born in Korea, and adopted by a Jewish family in Michigan where she was raised. So, for my purposes, I relocated her chart to Michigan to create a Johndro chart for useable angles, since we don’t have a birth hour for her.

As usual, I’m not doing a natal chart personality read, here. You’re all astrologers, you can read what’s going on here. But, I do want to point out how I read her double oppositions in Taurus and Scorpio. Venus + Moon = Beautiful/Fun/Laughing Girl. Sun + Pluto = Dirty Life. Sun and Pluto trine and sextile Neptune at 0 degrees = Degenerate/Sick Life + Highs (drugs).

If you wish to see where Saya’s sex and pornographic lifestyle is in her chart, let this be a guide: Most of the planets have something to do with sex. Sun is birth. Moon is conception. Venus is romantic sex. Mars is rape and penetration, and can show violent sex where applicable. Uranus is the generative and reproductive part of sex. Neptune is nudity, voyeurism, and irregular relationships (“poly”). Pluto is the dirty side of sex, fetishes, and otherwise the darker side of sex.

Saya Song died of a drug overdose. The question remained whether this death was via suicide. This chart is timed for her last tweet where she announces a friend called the police over her drug use. So, this chart is a bit Mercurial.

You can see the Medium Caeli moving in on her Pluto and thus the Imum Caeli on her Sun. In ten minutes, the angles will be exact on the opposition. However, we don’t know how long till she died, and it’s unlikely it was ten minutes later. Rather, the angles are showing the tweet. The ingress degrees of a sign are Mercurial. Thus, for the Medium Caeli on her Pluto we have: Message (Mercury) of Poison (Pluto) Death (Saturn) from High (Neptune). And, of course, the Ascendant is on her Neptune trining and sextiling her MC axis while opposing her Ascendant. Mars is also aspecting all this. Transit Mars is quincunx her Sun, semisextile her Pluto, square her Neptune, and contraparallel her Mercury. Mars = police. Thus, “Call (Mercury) Police (Mars) Poison (Pluto) High (Neptune).” Transit Saturn is also aspecting these same planets at 3 Pisces and on her Medium Caeli aspecting her Ascendant. Saturn is death, Pisces is Plutonian. Poisoned (Pluto) to Death (Saturn).

Suicide is the question. Ultimately, the answer lies in whatever investigation was done. I was unable to find much information on this event at all. I don’t have a time of death, I do not have anything on what the police found, I am not even sure what was going on that day and time. We don’t even know what type of drugs were used (party drugs or prescription overdose?). The chart holds the answer, but my blind read skills are not up to par. However, with Mars aspecting so much, it does look like some kind of fight was going on, rather than a party high drug overdose.

Suicide is shown a few ways on a chart. Uranus governs suicide. Transiting Pluto (poison) and transiting Ascendant are parallel Uranus. Transit Uranus is conjunct her Venus and opposing her Moon (that axis). “Girl (Moon) Feels (Venus) Suicidal (Uranus).” But, Uranus may also be showing some type of mistake, or illegality or aberration. So, we bring in the asteroids. Dido, Elisa, and Erigone are my available suicide asteroids.

Right away you can see powerful aspects. Moon (Girl) is conjunct natal Dido (suicide) which is in trine with transit Dido. Transit Elisa is semisextile natal Elisa contraparallel her natal Erigone. Transit Erigone is conjunct her Medium Caeli and squaring her Saturn. With all the suicide asteroids aspecting each other and themselves, and Saturn, this is a powerful indicator she killed herself deliberately.

Pilleater did not find out Saya Song died until March 17th. He messaged me right away when he found out. I created a chart for the moement his message arrived. This shows how a deceased person’s natal chart is still active.

Mercury’s are conjunct and transit Venus (friend and love) is on her Medium Caeli.

The next day, after Pilleater told me of Saya’s death, I visited a mass to apply the attendance to her soul and to pray for her at the offertory. Catholic dogma is those who die in mortal sin go to Hell. Most others, if not all, go to Purgatory to be purged of sins to then enter Heaven. However, mortal sin requires knowledge the act was sinful and “full consent of the will.” Some read these intent requirements as a high standard. Notably, Pope Francis, and other recent Popes, have expressed belief that Hell will be almost empty of human souls because few people knowing and willingly sin. This is my belief, too. I do not think I know more about Catholicsim than Pope Francis and Pope St. John Paul 2. Rather, we’re looking at human imperfections, not to mention few commit an act in deliberate defiance of God.

Suicide is also understood by most contemporary theologians as complicated by mental factors. Obviously, most who commit suicide are not in a sober state of mind. Thus, most theologians, today, conclude that while suicide is a mortal sin, most who do so do not have the state of mind for it to be “full consent of the will” to be mortally sinning.

There is also the matter of repentance. A quip priests like to use of those dying in an apparant state of mortal sin is “there is always time.” The common quote is of the man jumping off the bridge where the priest says the man could have repented of the act during the fall toward the water.

Obviously, Saya was not Catholic. She was raised in a Jewish family and then went into a career of porn and lifestyle of drug use. I don’t know whether she set foot in a church in her life. However, she may still have made it to purgatory. On paper, in Catholic dogma, you are going to Hell if you are not Catholic. But, then you have doctrinal teachings that those who have not heard of Jesus may still get to Heaven due to honest ignorance while living the best they know how. So, “No salvation outside the Church” is now understood to mean that it is Jesus that gets people to Heaven through the mechanics of salvation he made, even if people are unaware of during life. Thus, if somehow a Buddhist makes it to Heaven, it was Jesus’ doing.

So, if Saya made it to Heaven, it was due to honest ignorance of God and Jesus and ignorance that her lifestyle was wrong. This makes sense even in legal theory. There is no crime without intent. And the standard of intent in moral theology is higher than in criminal law. In criminal law, intent is looking toward deliberate acts and knowledge of the act and circumstances (whether the act was accidental, usually). In moral theology, knowledge of the morality is what is looked at. Saya, likely did not see pornography and drugs as sinfully wrong, and did not know she had to answer to God for her acts. Most today see themselves as the arbiter of morality.

Venus is conjunct her Medium Caeli and squares her Saturn: “Indulgence (Venus) for Dead (Saturn).”

The Gospel reading of the day, at the mass, was John 8:1-11: Pericope Adulterae. The Woman Caught in Adultery. “He who is without sin, cast the first stone.” “Go and sin no more.”

And Jesus went unto mount Olivet. And early in the morning he came again into the temple, and all the people came to him, and sitting down he taught them. And the scribes and the Pharisees bring unto him a woman taken in adultery: and they set her in the midst, And said to him: Master, this woman was even now taken in adultery. Now Moses in the law commanded us to stone such a one. But what sayest thou?

And this they said tempting him, that they might accuse him. But Jesus bowing himself down, wrote with his finger on the ground. When therefore they continued asking him, he lifted up himself, and said to them: He that is without sin among you, let him first cast a stone at her. And again stooping down, he wrote on the ground. But they hearing this, went out one by one, beginning at the eldest. And Jesus alone remained, and the woman standing in the midst.  Then Jesus lifting up himself, said to her: Woman, where are they that accused thee? Hath no man condemned thee?

Who said: No man, Lord. And Jesus said: Neither will I condemn thee. Go, and now sin no more.

The incoming Jupiter/Uranus conjunct spells out this story. The aspecting planets and rulers and subrulers are Jupiter, Venus, Jupiter, Neptune, Uranus, Uranus, Uranus, Venus, Mars, Uranus.

“Group (Neptune) Accuse (Uranus) Adultery (Uranus) Woman (Venus) is Dilemma (Uranus) to Execute (Mars), Unexpected (Uranus) Godly (Jupiter) Forgives (Venus) Bible (Jupiter).” If we do not call the conjunct, then we’re minus a Jupiter, but this story can still be read.

I took this to be a message that Saya Song is not in Hell.

On the night of April 19, 2024, the day Jupiter and Uranus went conjunct, Saya Song had a mass said for her. I had paid a church to say mass for her under her legal birth name (for discretion). The Jupiter/Uranus conjunct is at an inconjunct with Saya’s Uranus. That day, the Sun also ingressed Taurus. This is almost a solar return for Saya Song. It also places the Sun opposite her Pluto and aspecting her Neptune. Saturn is conjunct her Jupiter. So, already you have “Godly (Jupiter) Structure (Saturn) = Church. But, more importantly, Praying (Jupiter) for Dead (Saturn) Ghosts (Pluto). These are also aspecting her Juno.

Because there is a Sun/Sun conjunct with the Solar Return, we could read this as “Eternal (Sun) Life (Sun)” and combine it with her natal Neptune and Pluto to speak of a ghost (Pluto) released into Heaven. But, obviously we do not know her fate, and I could use the Pluto opposition to say she’s in Hell (Pluto). I mention this to show the astrological possibilities with these aspects on her chart.

Rather, a Solar Return is about a spotlight on a person. Here, Saya Song received a major spotlight on her: She had a mass said for her. The first half of Taurus is ruled by Mercury. So, we have Illuminate (Sun) by Saying (Mercury) Spirit’s (Pluto) Dead (Saturn) Name (Mercury) at Everlasting (Sun) Catholic (Neptune) Event (Mars).”

That’s it for now.